Comming back

It's been quite a while since I've written something here. Let's see... Three years? A pretty huge chunk of my life. Maybe, it wouldn't seem so big if nothing happened during this time. But a lot happened. And I don't know why, but suddenly I felt like I need to write here.

I had a blog once. And before that I've had diaries, four of five. So I guess you could say, that I like to write. About my life, obviously. But in these last three years I've changed and suddenly found that I don't really like blogging. And also, not to be judgemental or rude, but I don't really like when other people do it.

I mean those blogs about nothing: how I spent my vacation, where did we go on New Year's, stuff like that. It seems pointless and a little bit narcissistic, not to sound too pathetically. I mean... Like you really think someone cares about all that stuff? Let's be honest, the only people who can truly find all these memoirs at least a bit interesting are your parents. Maybe two or three close friends. And your psychologist. That's it.

But wait, don't hit me with that bat! Observing my friends and their blogging activities I discovered that it may be not that bad :) Because, truly most people blog for themselves. So they could look back at their life one day, maybe sitting with their grandchildren, reading all those somewhat poitless and yet still very meaningfull posts about summer, New Year's and all, and think: Hey! My life is not that bad :) And if some sad, depressed, unconfident and insecure person find you blog pointless and uninteresting it's their problem, right? You don't like - you don't read/watch. So kudos to you, my friends who are blogging and documenting their fabulos life! Today I'll try and follow your example. Wish me luck!

The moments

The less time we have to take walks to our favorite places and spend time the way we like, the less often such walks happen, the more special they are for us. When we just started - we used to go outside and sped all our days, walking some places, talking and just having a quite and calm time together. Those moments are super special to me. And now that the time has passed, we grew up a little bit, got other different stuff to do and think about, I remember those moments and smile. Sometimes I wish they were back so badly I can almost feel flying back in time :) Nevertheless, I couldn't help but admit that now when we have even just a little bit of spare time to take a walk together to some place we used to go all the time, it feels maybe even more special and pleasant than earlier. It's so nice to feel happy no matter what and to realize that even though the time goes but there are still great moments to share and enjoy.

Sick

I hate it when we get sick. Not only because well it does not feel good to be sick, but also because my family is not a small one and we all are so close and see each other every day, it's kind of a tradition for us to gather together in our tiny kitchen to discuss simply nothing important but everything at once. And believe me, almost nothing can stop us from doing that! In these circumstances when one of us gets even just a little bit sick we all start these huge neverending circle of illness, and hot tea, and medicines, and handkerchiefs, and so on so on so on... And the worst feeling for me is to see that someone really close and important one for me is sick and I can't do anything to help him. Maybe just to make tea or give a hug but that's it. Sometimes I really wish to be sick for someone close one as I feel that it's easier for me to be sick myself than to see when someone is sick and feel this stupid helplessness.

And yet sometimes I like getting sick 'cause I feel so homy and cozy then. I like sitting at home, wearing big warm sweaters, watching movies and drinking hot tea with jam. And no running nose can spoil this feeling :)

One foggy day

Winter seems to lose ground and everything around starts to melt. The frost is gone now and instead everything is covered in fog. It's kinda spooky but so beautiful. So we decided to take a walk in our woods to capture all of it :)

>>Nikita's been wandering around while I got crazy with all the photos to take.

>> I am totally putting this on my wall someday!

Happy New Year

We finally decorated our Xmas Tree and I spent all evening yesterday wrapping all the presents that are lying impatiently now waiting for their moment to come :) 

I love winter holidays and love how they make me feel, and I adore the fact that our family would always get together this time of year, no matter what happened. 

I congratulate all with this New 2013 Year and wish everybody to have their peace and happiness in life no matter what! Happy New Year everybody!

A little bit about us

I've read some blogs of different families and couples and thought that they looked nice 'cause it's kind of like a history of their relationship and cohabitation. And I decided to make one for us too. So we started to exist  as "WE" approximately on the 10th of March (we don't really remember the actual date so we picked the most likely one (: ). And so we've been together for 4 years and 10 months now (if I'm right 'cause really sometimes it feels like we've been together for ages and sometimes like we've been together for only like a week or two). But we were friends for more than a year before that and we've known each other since we were only 4-years-old kinds so it really is like we've known each other for all our conscious life. Wow! And ever since than I'm truly and deeply grateful for the fact that we've met. 'Cause now I have a friend that I really love more than anything in this life and I hope that it will last longer than just a life. And... Yeah, I'm kinda too sensitive right now and maybe too hackneyed but sometimes in such cases you have to be like that, right?